This will be my last post directing people to the website dedicated to educating the world about my insidious nature.
The author believes that he’s blowing the lid off of my secret life of hate-filled bigotry and abuse.
If I had something to hide: I wouldn’t link you (repeatedly) to the website that exposed it.
Hilariously, one of the anonymous atheists made this suggestion:

I’ll save you guys the trouble.
Besides – I don’t trust you to actually publish the emails I sent you without editing them.
This final post will feature the emails I sent to Pink via the contact form on his blog.
“Hi Pink – Nice job on the new blog. It’s a little drab but I’m betting you’ll adjust the aesthetics when your outrage subsides and you’re able to sleep again.
1st Email to Pink – April 3
Your list of CCA board members is incomplete. Let me know if you’d like me to send you the complete listing. I’m a board member myself so I have all that info. I’m also an administrator for the CCA Facebook group and I’ll be happy to confirm your request to join the group so you can reveal my wickedness directly to our members.
I linked to your blog from my blog so my readers can finally see the truth that I’ve kept hidden all these years. I expect your blog will end my career. I had a good run but the jig is up. When my family reads what you’ve posted, they will disown me. Friends will abandon me. I’ll probably be arrested too. It’s what I deserve. You are setting things right in the world.
Before I shrivel up and die alone and unloved, I’ll be commenting on Dissenter. It’s an open forum that doesn’t censor anyone. You can follow along here: https://dissenter.com/discussion/begin… ….. or don’t. It doesn’t make any difference.”
“Hi Pinky –
2nd Email to Pink – April 4
You’ve probably experienced a bit of a bounce in your statistics since I posted some links to your blog. Just a heads-up, those stats will plummet when I stop featuring your writing on my platform. I want to give you a chance to prepare yourself for your inevitable return to obscurity.
Hopefully you’re seeing some results from your efforts to expose the truth about me. I haven’t heard from anyone at the CCA yet. The cops haven’t showed up to arrest me yet. My family is still speaking to me. I’m doing the best I can to direct folks to your blog but I gotta be honest, it seems most people just aren’t interested in what you have to say.
But keep up the good fight, Pinky! You’re doing a good and noble thing. Sure, doxxing a pastor’s family is technically illegal but the end justifies the means, right? I hurt your feelings so anyone associated with me deserves whatever bile you puke on them.
BTW: These emails are further evidence of my unhinged hatred. At some point, I’ll make these public and save you the trouble. (No need to thank me.) ”
“Hey Pink –
3rd Email to Pink – April 4
Wanted to give you my contact information. I’m hoping it will save you the effort of having to search for this information in the phone book, social media, and the other places where it is available to the public.
John Branyan
1103 W. Taylor Street
Kokomo, IN 46901
(765) 457-8913
I will now return to cowering under the bed while you demolish my credibility and render my existence null.”
I think it’s important to mention that all of this information is available to anyone who cares to look in the phone book. I do not hide behind screen names like my atheistic critics.
“Hi Pinky –
Here’s confirmation that exactly what I said would happen is happening already. (https://www.b4uact.org/know-the-facts/)I know you don’t like to read stuff that contradicts your self-righteous bias so before you get back to saving the world from my hateful bigotry make sure you don’t read this paragraph from the website:
“Because of the stigma they face from society, minor-attracted persons often feel negatively about themselves. Loneliness, distress, suicidal ideation, and low self-esteem are common themes, particularly for young MAPs coming to terms with their attraction for the first time. Many MAPs avoid therapy out of fear that they will be considered a threat to children, or that their mental health providers will not work with them effectively or ethically. This is indeed true, as therapy for MAPs is often focused on the prevention of child sexual abuse rather than the mental health or well-being of the individual (“Pessimism about pedophilia,” 2010). This is especially detrimental for MAP youth, who are likely to be referred to psychiatric care only if they have committed an offense. They are thus being increasingly considered as a crucial group to reach. However, it is necessary to note that some MAPs do not feel negatively about their attraction apart from the consequences of being at odds with society. “4th Email to Pink – April 5
There is a God. He knows you. He cares about you. He will forgive you if you ask Him to.”
Pink has omitted the link to what he is calling “pedophilia texts”.
B4UACT is an organization working to normalize pedophilia.
Many of the documents on the B4UACT website draw a comparison between pedophilia and homosexuality.
That is precisely the point I made that drove Pink crazy.
So I’m done now.
If you’re wanting to help the atheist horde ruin my career, this is your last chance.
I’m going to stop paying attention to the mindless blather.
For some reason, I woke up this morning with an urge to write one more email to Pink.
Hi Pink,
Final Email to Pink – April 7
I’m writing this final email in case I have given you the impression that I’m better than you. I am not.
I’m not better than you in any way. My ego is a monster that consumes me. My anger overrides my better judgment. My better judgment is still woefully wrong. I’m an arrogant, self-centered beast who cares mostly about himself.
And God loves me.
Hard to believe, I know. I do not deserve the attention of He who made the stars, let alone His affection. But God knows my name. He sees me as I am and He understands me better than I understand myself. With His infinite wisdom He has judged me and decided to adopt me. Make me His son.
The same goes for you, Pink. I’m not better than you.
It’s likely that I have bungled our relationship beyond repair. Please don’t think that I am ANYTHING like the perfect, Holy God who is calling to you. Don’t let my stupidity keep you from listening to the nagging voice inside of you that’s telling you to lay down your dreadful pride and come home. Joy is waiting for you.
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John,
Your final email to Pink is so beautiful.
I hope he can read, and re-read it, and know he is Loved, wanted and treasured by his Father. I hope Pink knows he has a flawed but loving family waiting to adopt him.
I always love when the last email reflects the life that atheists claim doesn’t exist. God loves me, too, and I’m not even as good as you, much less Pink.
Good bye John Branyan . you were the funniest comedian I knew. You were also the only one I knew but that’s beside the point. You will be deeply missed.
Yep. That is absolutely all you can do.
I feel like certain things become unimportant to you once you start to have a family. A wife and kids would take up so much of someone’s time, that he wouldn’t be able to sift through decades of hate blogs in order to expose Christianity for what it really is.
Well done John I believe you handled this extremely well. A good example of sharing truth without being hateful. It is difficult when we have a mirror put up to our face and we see the ugliness of our sin but it is even sadder when you refuse to believe what you see. I guess I have not had such a hard time admitting when I’m wrong so it still surprises me when I see it in others. But I also learned some things from this exchange.
A. I now know what it is to be voxxed.
B. JZ is not a very good online detective.
C. Even when you prove your point some will still refuse to concede it.
D. There are people on both sides such as people who use one verse of the Bible to make their point taking it out of context and others who pull a quote out of a blog to make a point without regarding the context.
E. I will step in when someone is having their character maligned for evil purposes.
There is more but I will stop here. Keep fighting the good fight.
You told him on April 4th that your were going to publish your emails yourself. He kept talking about them, but not revealing the contents…
Then, on April 6th, one of his buddies said “You should publish those!”
I love that Pink pretends it’s a great idea but he’s just swamped with all the other John Branyan quotes to feature. 😂
That’s actually a pretty reasonable-sounding excuse, while inside he’s thinking “But how can I also redact the link to the B4UAct website?…”
Unfortunately for him, that organization was NOT started and run by a group of Christians. It’s secular humanists psychobabble, through and through, and it proves your points exactly.
Embarrassing.
I think God teaches me something from these exchanges. This time, I learned what the scripture is talking about when it refers to sin being “a burden”. The amount of energy expended to maintain the “I am a beautiful human being” narrative is enormous. When we drop our pride at the feet of Jesus, peace begins immediately.